as i begin to realize that it's been almost 4 years that has gone by since Mary died from the car accident on pathfinder i've realize i miss her more and more each day....she was in my English class for a year in high school and she's really a truly amazing girl once you get to know her....i've been telling myself over and over again that i would go visit her grave site but i don't remember where it's at...last time i went was with grace, grace and i spend hours trying to find her headstone trying to give her flowers, and we just wanted to say "hi" and visit her once in a while but geez last time I've gone was at the funeral...not to even mention i did sneaked out of the house lied to my parents saying that i was gonna be at school studying...
until i see your face again in heaven
RIP Angel Mary Ning


this has been the most busyness week everrrrr
this week went okay....except for working til 9PM....by 6 i'd be dead tired and i don't want to work anymore...i just want to sit and rest my legs....yes i was standing at the door for more than 6 hours a day at work and get back home and knock out, shower, and head on to bed...
i dropped 2 classes and added 2 other classes yesterday...just a unit less 17 instead of 18 still a heck lots of work...but i'm sure i can handle it after next week ends....
because yesterday when the manager talked to me about thinking that i was selling books while i was working (which i didn't and i swear i never did) but she warned me if i was to sell any books while I'm working or in the bookstore and she catches me then i won't be allowed back in the bookstore or work at the bookstore again ....i did however offer to let someone BORROW my books....totally different definition of SELLING....screw that i'm gonna go apply at Disneyland and see if i can get a job at dland instead....heh i was thinking of quitting at the bookstore anyways
....but i'm hoping next week will be a much shorter week since it'll be a 3 day vacation and i'll get to sleep in hopefully....and working til 7PM gahhhhh....last week working at the bookstore too is next week yay....hopefully i go and apply for a job next Friday after my class ends